bro i won't lie i have been in this shit in and out and like you said when you're so aware of your reality it hits so differently, like I've been sad for weeks now, and everything seems still for me, no form of happiness and I'm scared it's might affect my health and mental health....

to me writing is therapeutic and i know it is to you reading this just lifted a portion of that sadness, i never thought of writing today cause in the end what point does it make when my reality is staring at my face