My Sun.. {part 1}

Gazing up at the blazing sun made me squint my eyes. A book suddenly blocked my sight, I turned and there was Cyrus standing beside my Kananku.
"Love your eyes ..." said Cyrus, who was also staring at the sun. His left hand holds the book that is now in front of my eyes and his right hand prevents his eyes from being exposed to the sun.
"What are you doing ..." I said, feeling annoyed.
"Stand ..." he said casually.
"Yeah know, but why use my ngehalangi staring at the sun ..." I said sewot.
"Help you keep your eyes ..." he said again still in the same position. I snorted irritably.
"I do not need to ..." I said as I stared back in front of me, Cyrus pulled his book and the sun dazzled me again. I again squinted my eyes. But ... Cyrus suddenly stood in front of me and successfully blocked my view with his tall body. Cyrus's face turned black because of my darkening view of having just stared at the sun straight away. I blinked my eyes, trying to improve my eyesight.
"What I say, your eyes get sick right ..." he said still standing in front of me, my vision began to normal. And his Indo face was clearly visible in front of me, he smiled sweetly. I scowled, annoyed because this one creature always harasses me.
"Why do you look at the sun so often? The human eye can not see the sun directly lo. "He said.
"Yeah, but I want to look at the sun right away," I said.
"Why?" He asked again.
"Because I love the sun," I said and turned to leave Cyrus.
"Hey ... Tie ..." he called, I walked on without turning to him. Cyrus lined up my pace.
"Why do not you go?" Said Cyrus who was walking by my side. I'm silent.
"Today we went to college together, 10 minutes to go in," he said, looking at the clock in his hand. I turned my direction. But Cyrus pulled my hand away.
"Hey wrong way, through here ..." he said as he directed me toward the classroom that we will use later,
"I want to go to the cafeteria first, thirsty ..." I said as I stopped walking.
"Oh ... okay, let's go to the cafeteria," Cyrus said. Cantine with Cyrus ... ah better I go straight into the lecture room wrote. I then walked back toward the lecture hall.
"I'm not going to the canteen." Cyrus said, I shook my head silently. Cyrus walked by my side

The lecture hall is still quiet from the students. I went into the room and sat on the front seat at Cyrus. I leaned back against the chair and pulled out my note book and pen. Then fun doodling my note book fill the time before the lecture begins. Cyrus sitting beside me stood up, I turned to him.
"Wait a minute ..." he said, I'm silent. Then Cyrus came out of the room. I went back to doodling my note book. Suddenly a box drink was placed in front of me at my desk. I raised my face, Cyrus stood before me with a smile. I see a drink in front of me.
"He said thirsty, tu drunk," he said as he sat on his bench. I keep staring at the drink in front of me. Why he always bother with things like this. I turned to Cyrus, he looked at me with a smile. I looked back at the drink in front of me and then I took it and drank it.

I stood on the side of the college basketball court, Cyrus and his friends were playing basketball. A few students stood on the side of the field like me watching their game this afternoon. I do not know why I'm standing here watching their games. But my legs do not want to move from here and my eyes still stare into the field. My eyes were fixed on Cyrus. Cyrus is an indo boy who has always been friendly lately to me. I've been staring at him since we were both new students 2 years ago. I enjoyed my dreams and accidental encounters with her. Although we are one generation but I never talked to him, and he was never interested in being my friend. I am always amazed at his intelligence and also his humility. He never distinguishes others, he befriends everyone but me. Because if I meet him I will avoid him. I prefer to look at her from afar and smile at her every whim. But lately all changed, Cyrus loves to follow me every time I see him. He will always be kind to me, smile at me even though I always ignore him. I became annoyed and could not enjoy my hobby looking at her from afar.

It all started from his quarrel with Cakra a few months ago. I know Cakra, we're high school friends. Actually Cakra is not a bad guy but he loves to make trouble with other people. Maybe it was his outlet because of his family circumstances. Chakra has rich parents, but he is always lonely because his parents are rarely at home brother and his brother is also rarely at home. Cakra finally like hanging out with friends genk motornya. Although Chakra likes to make trouble he never wants to hurt girls, be rude to girls. I know Cakra because once in high school he liked my best friend Adelia. Chakra is very good at Adelia. Actually Adelia likes on Cakra but Adelia dont want to accept Cakra which is easy emotion. Then Adelia went to college outside the city and they broke up. Just like with Adelia, Cakra is also good to me. Every time we met he always smiled even though he did not greet with words. That day I dont know why Cyrus and Cakra argue but I can not stand to see Cakra who keeps on hitting Cyrus who does not want to give resistance. No Chakra friends stop and Cyrus himself without his friends. I called Cakra and asked him to stop, saw me Cakra stopped hitting Cyrus. Chakra stood in front of me looking at me, his eyes staring at me dark. Then he went with his friends. I helped Cyrus, I took him to the campus clinic. Since then Cyrus has followed me, I'm very uncomfortable. I was indifferent and curt but he still followed me. If he sees me he will soon leave his friends and follow me.

I once asked in a tone of indignation at him why he always followed me, he said he wanted to be my friend because I was kind to him by helping him then. I told her she did not have to be indebted to me, and act as usual. But Cyrus never paid attention to my words. Finally I let him be like that. But ... I'm really bothered. My heart always beat faster if he was near me, I like to lose focus if he suddenly appeared in front of me. I've been cool and cocky to him but he's still close to me.

The cheers of the girls' cheers on the side of the field brought me out of my thoughts. Apparently a crowd of students on the side of the basketball court, I sighed softly. Every Cyrus and his team play field basket will be like this, crowded surrounded by students. I turned to walk away from the basketball court, but not far away suddenly the girls yelled and called Cyrus's name ... Why? I turned around and looked at the field my gaze was blocked by the students on the sidelines. I went back to the field and tried to see what was happening. I saw Cyrus sitting on the field, some of his friends huddled around him. What's wrong with Cyrus? His friend helped Cyrus stand up and propped Cyrus up to the sidelines. My feet stepped closer to Cyrus, his friends and some of the girls around him.

"Looks like your leg dislocated ya ..." said Raka friend Cyrus.
"Bring to the polyclinic dong ..." said the girls who surround Cyrus.
"It's not necessary, you go on. I'm sitting here aja first. "Cyrus said.
"But ..." Kenan protested Cyrus.
"Already ..., there I'm nothing. I used to experience something like this. "Cyrus said with a smile.
"Tierra ..." Raka mentioned my name, I saw Raka who was looking at me. Raka smile.
"Yes udah Tierra wrote that take you to the polyclinic." Raka said then look at Cyrus, I see Cyrus who is also looking at me. The smile on Cyrus's face disappeared and changed with the face of pain.
"Tu getting sick right ..." Raka said.
"Yeah ..." Cyrus said, his voice that was just normal changed pitifully. Is her leg getting sicker.
"We can also bring Cyrus to the clinic really," said a girl named Aline.
"Yes ..." said his friend named Moni.
"No I do not, I'm accompanied Tie wrote." Cyrus said as he held out his hand to me. I approached Cyrus and helped him to his feet. Cyrus put his left hand on my shoulder, I hugged Cyrus's body with my right hand. Raka puts Cyrus's bag on my left shoulder.
"Be careful yes Tie ..." said Raka, I nodded. Then Raka smiled at Cyrus, but how come Raka smiled strangely. I turned to Cyrus beside me. Cyrus's face still looks like it's holding back pain. Actually I can not support Cyrus because of her tall body. Fortunately his legs are just one sick so he can still walk slowly. I drove Cyrus to the polyclinic. Cyrus's feet were in a bandage and Cyrus was told to rest for a while. I sat in a chair by Cyrus's bed.
You can only be quiet and do not run when I'm sick yes ... "said Cyrus, I looked at him who was looking at me with a smile. I did not respond to Cyrus's words.
"Do I have to be sick all the time ..." Cyrus said again. Cyrus rose from his sleep. Then sat facing me.
"Why I can not be your friend." He said, I'm silent.
"You always avoid me, you prefer to look at the sun instead of looking at me." Cyrus said. I stood up then ...
"I guess you do not feel any pain anymore, I go home first yes," I said not want to listen to what else Cyrus will say.
"Loh ... no, I can not walk alone. Who will help me walk later? "Cyrus said to descend from his bed.
"Do not go down ..." I said looking at Cyrus's legs that would touch the floor. Cyrus did not get his legs down.
"Okay, I'll wait for you." I said and sat down again, Cyrus smiled.
"Thank you." Cyrus said, I'm just silent. That afternoon I accompanied Cyrus ...

This morning our professor did not come, I sat alone under the front tree of the lecture hall. The chakra suddenly appeared in front of me and sat by my side.
"Do not go to college?" He asked.
"No, the lecturer is not coming." I replied.
"How is Adeli?" Cakra asked.
"Okay, yesterday we just call." I said.
"He's greeting you ..." I said again.
"Ah ... you make me to-ge-er-aja." He said with a smile, I smile.
"Not loh ... Adelia really leave greetings with you." I assure Cakra.
"You tell me I beat your boyfriend," Cakra said.
"My boyfriend?" I asked in surprise.
"Yes, the Cyrus ..." said Chakra.
"Eh ... he's not my boyfriend." I said immediately rectify the words of Chakra, Chakra chuckled.
"So panic ..." said Chakra, I was embarrassed.
"Whatever, he's your girlfriend or not. You are not the same story Adelia? "Said Chakra again.
"No, for what I'm telling you," I said.
"I have not been able to control my emotions and I always lose ... Maybe Adelia will never be able to accept me ..." said Chakra while looking ahead. I looked at Cakra like he really loves Adelia. I do not know what to say. Then we were silent.
"At that time, why did you fight with Cyrus?" I asked. Chakra sighed softly.
"You do not feel Cyrus is bummer," said Chakra. I'm silent, I do not think Cyrus has been a bit overwhelmed except for the last few months.
"Look at that handsome face that always smile. Although I annoyed him he still smiled and did not fight when I hit him. It makes me even more angry, "said Chakra.
"And you know not, he was actually since junior has been learning martial arts." Said Cakra, hah ... what is it.
"How do you know?" I said.
"Yes, we are junior high school friends and are equally martial arts practitioners. Cyrus is always ahead of me, I can not beat him. But at that time he did not fight, I became more emotionally. "Cakra said. So they're junior friends, then why Cyrus is not fighting?
"Cyrus is always nice to me, makes me hate him." Cakra said. Loh ... so much so hate.
"How come ..." I said.
"Because I always feel very bad," said Chakra.
"Actually you're not as bad as you think, you just have to overcome your unstable emotions." I said, Cakra turned to me.
"You're the same with Cyrus. Suitable you ... dah dating aja. "He said and then back in front of him with a small laugh. Iss ... Cakra kok ngomongnya so, my chest so pound gini heard chakra speech. The chakra turned to me.
"See your face flushed, if likes to say like not to hide ..." chakra said with a laugh.
"What the hell ..." I said embarrassed.
"Tierra's base ..." he said as he ruffled my hair and got up from his seat and left me.

I tried to overcome the pounding in my chest, before it succeeded Cyrus appeared in front of me. I was surprised ... he looked at me seriously.
"Why are your faces so red ..." he said, I held my hot cheeks. Ouch ... die me.
"Why Cakra can make you blush like that," he said while sitting by my side. Cyrus misunderstood. I'm silent.
"I was watching you from there ..." he said, pointing to the lecture hall.
"I saw you smiling, talking casually while looking at Cakra. Now your face is flushed ... "Cyrus said probing me, I turned my face in the other direction.
"You like ya same chakra ..." he said, I shook my head unable to say anything.
"But your face is flushed ..." Cyrus said, my face getting hotter. Cyrus turned my face toward him.
"What the hell Cy ..." I said trying to hide my face by covering my face with my hands.
"I do not like you showing that face to Cakra ..." he said, I was silent.
"It's not that Chakra is dating with your friend Adelia." Cyrus said, how did she know. I turned to him and lowered my hand that covered my face.
"How did you know the story of Cakra and Adelia ..." I said curiously.
"I asked the same Cakra ..." he said, Cyrus asked Cakra? Not that they are the enemy, why can they ask each other?
I asked what kind of relationship you and he had. Then Chakra story if you're a girl friend she likes. "Cyrus said.
"Not that you guys are enemies yes, how can tell each other." I wondered. I had forgotten my shyness and my chest was not pounding like before. Cyrus chuckled.
"You do not know what my relationship is like with Chakra, We are not enemies and not friends ... Our relationship can not be said in words." Cyrus said, strange ...
"So you like not with Cakra ..." he said, if I look from the face Cyrus too serious, why him?
"Why should I answer ..." I began to snap again.
"Because I want to know ..." Cyrus said.
"You do not need to know ..." I said as I stood up to leave Cyrus.
"I have to know ..." Cyrus said as he stood up staring at me sharply and Cyrus's hand held my hand.
"Why are you so strange ..." I said, my chest rippling softly. Why Cyrus behaved like this. I felt Cyrus's hand grip so strong in my hand.
"I like you Tierra ..." he said, hah ... Strange I really so hear strange things. I looked at Cyrus confused.
"I really like you," Cyrus said again. This is real.
"A ... what do you mean ..." I said nervously.
"I like you so I have to know you like not with Cakra ..." Cyrus said again. I shook my head.
"No ..." I said softly still with a strange feeling.
"No what?" Cyrus said again.
"I do not like Cakra ..." I say again, Cyrus looks at me.
"Pain Cy ..." I said as I looked at my hand.
"Oh ... sorry." Cyrus said, removing his hand from my hand. Cyrus sighed softly.
"I thought you liked Chakra," Cyrus said quietly. My heart began to beat faster, Cyrus's words made me shock. Then I sit back, is Cyrus serious with his words? But why? Why does he like me? I looked down, Cyrus sitting beside me.
"Excuse me, if I say this in this condition. But it's hard to hold back to see you smiling shame like that in front of Cakra. "Cyrus said quietly. I remain silent.
"Tie ... I like you. May I always be by your side. May I be the only special person in your heart? "Cyrus said, I raised my face. Cyrus was looking at me. What should I say?
"Why do you like me?" I asked quietly.
"I do not know, I just feel comfortable by your side. Every time you see my eyes do not want to switch to another. I feel like you need me in my days with you I feel more enthusiasm. I love to see your sincere and innocent face, you are so sweet and I want to always keep you. "Cyrus said with a smile. I looked down.
"May I be your protector ... be your place to lean and always fill my day with love?" Cyrus said again, what should I say? I also admit that I like it but ... Are we right together ...
"Tie ..." Cyrus waited for my answer.
"I do not know ..." I say finally.
"I'll wait for your answer ... I'm not going to make you answer now." Cyrus said, I raised my face. Cyrus looked at me gently.

Sorry Cyrus ... but I like you too ... since I started staring at you from a distance ... Just give me time to convince myself ... Wait for me for a moment ... I'll come to you and will always look at you ... Like I like to look at the sun up there, I like staring at the sun in front of me right now. You are my sun ... I know to always look at you freely is to make you mine ... Maybe the sun up there can not always look at me and I have even though I want it. But ... I can have this sun in front of me ... And can always look at him ... Wait for me just for a moment my sun .