Alone without friends or community is a real bad place to be. Im on the verge of that but im lucky places like hive give me a venue to talk to others daily and that helps. It doesn't completely fix the sense of isolation or loneliness but it sure helps alot.

My future is starting from zero which can feel depressing but there's only one place to go and thats up for me so there is some excitement for my future for i have already lost everything and faced my worst fears as reality.

But i definitely have cabin fever. And every day i strive to connect with others on any level dome days its satisfying and i feel ok. Other days its very lonely