Feeling sad at times

Saturday night I was alone
No real friends
Around him I saw him
Not as beautiful as it used to be

Could this be over
I'm heartbroken
Though I said no
It is not that...
My regrets deepened and saddened
I gave up all my possessions and my life
I do not want to suffer this way
Hopefully this is just a dream
Just a dream...

Sad story on Sunday
Which slalu tortured me
I fear this I bring
To death...

Enjoy.....😁😁