Doo wop music while rounding the corner under the water tower. This city is so lonely. “When I close my eyes at night baby every time every time it rains” every song is is about longing and yearning and pain. Jesus Christ. There’s something about how deep this music is that makes me feel more shallow and numb. my head is a water balloon wobbling and threatening to spring a leak. I’ve never been crankier and more repressed. Ive been buying a lot of comfort food. Woman at the store with tells me she used to model and I should look into it. I want to ask her if it was emotionally fulfilling but her lip injections tell me otherwise. I pray that she gets everything that I want in life for herself
