Feeling very fed up today!!!

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Everyone knows pregnancy is a tough time especially when you go over such as now at 7 days over as it is for me.

As such I'm generally fed up, fed up of ligament pain, fed up of heartburn, fed up of not sleeping well. Fed up of everything actually if I'm honest.

I'm just feeling very uncomfortable now and taking so many over the counter heartburn tablets it's costing me more than what a monthly prescription would for something that ironically is doing absolutely nothing. At least a prescription would be stronger stuff that actually works and be cheaper.

Now as to why I'm really fed up right now, I'm trying to figure out how to get a decent double buggy and bouncer on the small amount that I have until I'm paid next month plus food. Starting to hit me that I'm going to have to sell what little cryptocurrency I have left with no chance of replacing any of it in the future.

Either that or sell everything I own from TV to kindle , likewise that I can't replace. Life is tough for the little person , if only the fat cat bureaucrats had to live like us for one week they wouldn't be so quick to take off us at every turn.

Have to keep telling myself it's not that bad and the important thing is the food in the kitchen and that the children do and will have nappies, food, drinks, everything they need to thrive but honestly it's depressing me. People like me can't have anything in life without sacrificing the very clothes off our back ( clothes I might add that I haven't had anything new or second hand in three years just so my children have what they need, and forget cheap treats like a haircut or a book)

Failing selling what I own I could probably use my emergency store card for a nice brand new buggy but I will still no doubt end up selling my belongings and crypto to pay it off.

Sigh!!! Where is that big surprise Inheritance or lottery win when I need it the most.

And no before I get accused of begging I am not, I'm just having a rant before I get on with what I need to do!!!!

Feeling very fed up today!!! | Ecency