Been going through stuff, ya know life, all the experience, past thoughts, ways, now getting through to some other field. I have another weird song I made last night I want to share soon. I am working on the cartoon song music video right now. Also took some photos of an abandoned area. I feel good I have some contents in store. Feels like I'm building up more, finding my right personality. Recognizing all the modes that I was in. Where the habits and thought patterns came from. Now to let go when you know and grow. Time to build up some dynamical energy.
The roof was completed on a part of the building here. In the big room. Perhaps I will be able to utilize the area sometime in the nearer future. I can get through the day, stay sane to find more gain. Now another week to get through. Will try to just keep myself busy. Keep trying to heal up and get to another point. It's been all the long times coming, still I feel and emerge from the depth an expression. To not just spin around endlessly or be empty headed. To progress something, an idea, tell a story, improve the version.
Now I will go to bed, then wake up again for another go. I want to make it a fun day, finish the little projects and move onto the next. Still have some small ideas in store I can experiment with. I'm finding the capacity and come around. Must have been in a sort of depression, at least put off for a long while. Never been one to wallow, at the same time I found how to register the twitch to get to something completely else. Don't follow the numb-er vibe of being a number for someone else. The hyper consumer and anti-social actions don't have to eat your mind or emotions. Learn how to read people again, re-read yourself again. There are so many subtle harsh mistakes to avoid and get through. The small problems can have big impacts in large groups. You don't have to participate to feel down like there is something wrong with you. It better to know the real you and know when your not being yourself. The difference between acting out a character and who you really are.
