Read this if you think can’t fall in love again

In my life, you are the best thing happened to me. From the friendship lived the best part of my life. When I told to the love, I you that you are the only person with whom I want to spend my life then I meant that. I still remember you doing small things for me and making me proud of my decision. With you, I lived the best moments. I never got attached this much with anyone. I was me when you used to be with me. I attached my upcoming future with you. I never thought of anyone else. I did all efforts just for us. I was so loyal. I remember how I used to get upset after seeing you in trouble. I loved taking care of you, I loved sharing my small parts of the day with you and now when you are gone, I am a different version. I hate to move on, I hate to forget you, I hate whatever you did to me. Since, the day you left I was trying so hard to forget you. Every day it makes me feel sick that I have to get over you. You made my life so tough. I can forgive you for leaving me but I can't forgive you for putting me into this situation after showing me so many dreams and world of happiness.After you, I thought that I can't fall in love again. But no, with you I became careless and trusted you blindly. It was my mistake that I allowed you to spoil me. Maybe, moving on is difficult and forgetting you is impossible but with everyday I am learning to love myself and learning what I really deserve. Sometimes, I become weak but its not going to stop me. I will be over you. I will make you only a memory One day, I will fall in love with someone who really deserves me. I will get healed and I will live my life again.You were not the ending. You were the starting of the life I deserve. I am thankful to you that you showed your true colors in the starting. With self love, I am learning my value. It's helping me to find out who is playing with me and who is genuinely with me. You were the great lesson for me. No one can hurt me now. I only attract good souls and one day my time will come when I will fall in love again with a soul who's going to love me in the same away. But I am never going to put that person before me. Yes, the biggest lesson I learned. A right person knows the value of self-love. I will fall in love again with someone I deserve.