Having a father is a blessing to us, but losing him is like losing ourselves in a lifetime.
Hello steemians! First of all, it's my pleasure to say 'happy father's day' to all fathers out there.
It's been years since my father left us in vain, the agony of pain remains up until now. But we could not deny the fact that we have to stand on our own feet now eventhough without him. We have to continue to face the challenges in life in order to survive.
He raised me (and the rest of us) until my 26 years of existence in this cruel world and it stopped when the sudden tragic incident happened to him for the past few years, and its almost three years now, (he left us out of the blue). I felt like my world also stopped on spinning that time. Since I am the eldest of the family, it's not easy for me to see that he's gone now, since he is the only one we leaned on. I kept on questioning everything on what happened,,,why us? But we could not turn back time, reality is really real. I felt like I was just wasting some of those precious times when he's still here since I did not able to say the words I must tell to him when he's still alive.
Father's day is used to be celebrated on June, since then, everyday is a father's day to me, but now, I don't think how to celebrate it without him. It seems so envious to see others with their father celebrating fathers day with them.
Missing someone you know that would never come back is not easy to feel, and it's so hard to accept; so don't miss your chances when you still have it, 'coz you might lose it when time is really over.
Though it's too late now, but like other child, I still want to say sorry for being a brat sometimes, hence, no one could ever tell how much I love you, Papa, and no one could measure how much I am proud of you. No words can tell how much thankful I am being with you as a father, and a leader to the family. I love you and I miss you every single day.
** This is for you, a song by Faith Hill: **
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get
To have you in my life.
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
Well you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all
The strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you now for all the ways,,,
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be.
Maybe we just have to celebrate our wonderful memories with you, and keep on staring your precious smiles on photographs and reminisce those treasured moments as if you're still here with us.
*** (Happy fathers day) ***
