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Looking at the rosary on my hand, My head began to recreate scenes, Why did Liana and Brian divorce?
She was cheating,
Who was she cheating with??
Brian always said he can't tell me the person because he doesn't need me seeing the person in a bad light which can only mean one thing,I know the person.

He believed Liana fell out of love which is fine...by him..
Who is close to me? And would do that? Maybe Cole knows, Cole was always on a call with someone But....Cole doesn't have a girlfriend, he mentioned how a man stole his woman, Yeah and he also hated Brian for no reason.......no reason..
Why would he hate Brian for no reason? And....wait...I thought Cole liked Liana..no...Cole loved Liana...wait....Cole loved Liana..Cole loved Liana....the person she cheated with, was Cole. But that doesn't explain why he has mum's rosery,

Where was Cole the day mum died, we were all at a bar except when Cole "had a family emergency" left for some hours, but his sister was on the table....what emergency? the stain on his shirt when he came back was the sauce yes???
Right.....
But if he was out, how did he get a sauce on his shirt? Maybe he got food outside...Cole doesn't even like sauce..so what...was...that...stain?

No, no, no, I don't think, please no he'll...nooo..Cole..Liana..no...they wouldn't..no

Everything suddenly began to play in my head, how i first met Brian, the tattoos we wrote on each other, his hugs the cuddles, games we played, the fun moments and finally the way he pleaded for me to believe him, the loud bang, the blood splashing on me, the bullet hole in his head, the tears still on his face

This time the screaming came, my tears started gushing out, my tears finally came gushing out, the mouth finally worked, the pain of knowing my best friend did this to me, the pain of letting Liana get to me after all the warning. Knowing there was no way out yet hopes blurred the true fate that I can't make it and even if I did, the pain of realizing there is no one out there who will welcome me.

My Voice cracked through it's cage, my scream sharp enough to heal the deaf, my tears rushing like an unclogged water way, my body felt all the pain at once, I cried and screamed, holding my mum’s rosary closer.

Soon enough the struggle to breath, gasp for air, no inhaler, no Brian, no mum, no guard, no savior, A shout for help but my mouth rather takes all air it could get, soon enough everywhere gets blurry, I could feel my lungs fail me, my heart beat slowing down, my eyes closing up, I could feel my last tears dropping, it burned,

Just about time, it got darker than usual and then it all made sense,