Very late last year I got my knee surgery done, and it was a doozy. For the first 2 months I couldn't even walk without crutches.
After all the physical therapy sessions I could finally walk again, even if not too well, and so I went to see my doctor one more time in December.
He gave me 10 months of recovery time, meaning I'll only be able to work late 2025.
If anyone's been wondering why I've been posting to HIVE religiously, well, that's why. Not only do I have fun here, something I can't be doing outside too often because of this busted up knee but there's also the monetary aspect.
Last year I had to spend quite a bit of money on a laptop for my dad so he could work from home... And I took that money off of my HIVE savings.
I got nothing in return besides his happiness, which is worth gold, but leaves me with almost nothing in the bank or in my crypto wallet.
I just wish I could go back to work at Future Informática already, I only made $7 per morning but that was a good amount for part time-Brazilian standards, ya know?
I just wish I was normal and didn't suffer from all these health issues. I want to have more money to get the same things my friends get, to get a Steam Deck, to get a driver's license, to tell the world I'm a normal useful adult but instead here I am - feeling like complete and utter trash everytime I wake up because I know it'll be another day of not making money.
This thing, money, was what made my ex break up with me. Despite the fact I was working, I guess I wasn't making enough for her to like me... Despite how selfish and assholeish that was from her, I still think things would've been better if I was making more... And if she saw me now, well, she'd probably call me pathetic.
Not that I care much about what she wants to think about me. Her reasoning for breaking up was utterly stupid, and I don't blame myself for that, but you know what I mean.
I just wanna be normal, work, make money, save up and get the things I dream of.
But for now all I can do is keep writing and hoping for the best.
I see some of you with thousands of HIVE stored up, and I'm genuinely jealous. I've been on this ecosystem for almost 4 years now and I've made a decent amount of HIVE, but it seems like things have been getting harder and harder.
If anyone wants to help, I'm all for it lmao
But as for me, I'll just keep on writing. Cuz that's all I can do and the more I do it, the better I get at it.
Cheers mates.
