I’m sorry to hear you are struggling. I have had my share of breakdowns. Please know there are people who care. I don’t know you, but I’m rooting for you. I upvoted but I’m not sure what my vote is worth, need recharging I think.

I’m not sure of your time zone, I am in the Eastern US. Eastern Time. Please stay strong and know there are people thinking and rooting for you.

Feel free to shoutout, I’m not sure if hive has direct messaging. I think @DBuzz was working on something. My Leo doesn’t play hive for me, so right now I’m replying on PeakD.
Sending warmest regards.