so my choices are to surrender or resist the flow. What is there to do in these downtimes? Time seems to elongate when in these kind of mental ruts. There is no real clear sight of when it will change. But, the change is happening. Layers of change happening all the time on a deeper conscious level.
we can't force. Some things need to play out. A sequence of events happening at every level of consciousness. Maybe there isn't a dramatic shift that is perceptible at all times. Some times it is quick and then there is another time frame that needs to play out that feels much longer.
I choose to re-enter surrender as many times and as much as I can summon in these times of indecision and stalled time.
