Hello, friends!

It's been a while since I last posted something on Steemit. Sorry about that... I was quite not myself lately and there are a few reasons why. So if you are interested here they are.

Reason number #1

As a young person, this time of my life is very important for me because it's my last year of bachelor (I am studying Creative Industries) and after it I am not certain of what I should be doing after university... Should I go for master? Should I find full time job? Should I take another bachelor but in different subject, because Creative Industries were sh*t from the start and it's my fault for not studying hard enough at school and not getting in Music production as I wanted. (if you are still in school, please study as hard as you can, because later you can regret it)

Reason number #2

What is depression? 

Lately I've been asking this question myself very often. I don't know what I wanna do in my life. This question also drives my crazy every day, hour, minute, second I hate it. (It triggers depression question) At one point of not knowing what you wanna do in your life you just dive into a big sea or ocean full of meaningless, time killing stuff and it keeps you occupied for a very long time, usually it's way longer than you were expecting. I have been swimming in it for too long and it's time to get back on the ground and just face everything that I was running from. (I hope that I can do it)

Conclusion

Those are the reasons I took so long posting something here on steemit. From now on I will try my best create good and interesting content here on Steemit! And of course to find what I really want to do in my life and share with you my friends! 

Cheers, 

Your friend, Ben :)