I do not pray or wish for it to happen, but peradventure if I wake up one fateful day, which is not on my birthday anyways, and I discover that the life I had been living is just a mere dream, well, I might not really panic. I will just do the usual thing I usually do every day, pray to my creator for giving me another day because not everyone is privileged to have that.
I have overcome my fear to some certain level, but that is still one of the things I will definitely change because at some point, it has stopped me from doing something due to being judged, not approved, and even failing at what I am doing. But this time, I will put all my fears aside and go all in. I will show up when necessary, I will not waste any opportunity I see, and I will not make myself uncomfortable just to please others.
I will also work on the type of things I feed myself with, the type of information I consume, and the type of things I watch, because a healthy mind and body is what will make my life stronger and healthier. I will give myself enough rest when I need it, and for sure, I will withdraw myself from negative energy. Because I have seen how stress has taken some people to an early grave. And you know the popular saying that health is wealth, and I see how a lot of people joke with this.
And I will continue to do my best, showing up in the way I can, being kind to others, and remaining humble and loyal. I will always respect everyone around me and remain honest, these are some of the things I will definitely not change about myself. And in a situation like this where everyone keeps stepping on each other's toes just to gain what they want, I will wash my hands clean of all things that will guilt trip me later in the future.
There are a lot of temptations everywhere, even when I am in my space. Temptations will always come, but I will always choose to maintain and go with what is always good for me because even though the good path might seem rough, the bad part will always backfire, and for my peace of mind, I need something that will not be choking my conscience.
Life is too short to be holding on to some things that is why In situations like this, I will continue to love dearly, be open to others by accommodating them, be present when someone needs me, always be happy and I will surely stop waiting for when things are perfect before I live my life. I will stop seeking perfection because life itself isn't perfect but I will continue to grow. And above all, i will be hopeful in all situations.
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