@gohenry | Crowd It has been more than a year since I last posted an update about my life here. Tonight, however, I feel the need to write down some of the things that have been happening in my life.
@gohenry | Crowd Lately, it has been difficult for me to sleep every night because of overthinking. I keep thinking about my life and how it feels like I am already late. Sometimes, I feel as if I have been left behind while everyone else keeps moving forward. I think about all the time I have wasted and the opportunities I may have missed.
@gohenry | Crowd There are moments when I just want to cry. I want to shout to the world and ask for help in understanding myself. Honestly, I do not know what is happening inside me. Even as I write these words, I cannot stop the tears from falling.
@gohenry | Eye I do not have many close friends. Most of the time, I work alone. Does anyone else feel the same way? Right now, my thoughts are all over the place, and I do not know what to make of them. Maybe this is just another chapter of my life.
The only reason I keep going is because of my children. They give me a reason to hold on when life feels heavy. I now have three kids, two toddlers and a three-month-old baby. I am exhausted, both physically and emotionally, but I know I must keep moving forward for them.
Life feels overwhelming right now, but deep inside, I am still hoping that better days will come.
Kada gabie nalang maglisud og katulog. Tungod sa mga bisan unsa nalang nga mga butang masulod sa hunahuna. Ing-ani jud cguro ning magkatiguwang. Karon gabihiuna magsamok samok ko dre. Diri nako ipabuhagay para marelax ning akong hunahuna samokan kaayo dili ta papahuwayon. Bitaw iampo nako ni nalang ang tanan bisan paman sa mga kalisud sa kinabuhi magpadayon para sa pamilya.