[photo is mine]
being happy is all i really wanted all my life,
being loved by someone is what i think i deserved, right?
everytime someone will try to prove me that not all guys are the same,
i always have this thinking that this guy will just give me pain.
you can't blame me,
all i wanted is to be free.
free from all the cheaters around me,
free from all the pain that caused me.
i don't know how to trust anymore,
'coz of all the pain that i think will live here inside me forevermore.
i don't know how or what is like to be treated right,
i don't know how it feels when they love you and against all odds they fight.
this is just so painful for me,
knowing someone is promising to always hold and be there for me.
it hurts me more i want to be free...
