It was the seventh year of my treatment and spending hundreds of dollars on fertility drugs eventually, on a spring morning and after the seventh anniversary party, I saw the positive lines of the pregnancy test after so many negative pregnancy test results and I was really surprised. After about two hours I was at the doctor’s office and she told me that I’m one month pregnant and everything is fine.
I was so glad and dreamed about so many beautiful things when I walked home and after over seven years of waiting for this moment now it is the moment and I know that God granted this moment of happiness. Finally, I can begin my journey as a mum. I was so excited and experienced both stress and happiness at the same time. It was a strange feeling for me. After two hours of walking, I got home and shared the news with my husband, David. “We both cried”.
Every day was different for me from the day I got pregnant and I was preparing so many things such as clothing, feeding, diapering, and bath essentials items with obsession. One day after about three months of my pregnancy, I felt severe pain in my stomach, and my husband took me to the hospital, the doctor said that I have an ectopic pregnancy and there is no way to survive the baby and I am also at the risk of death if I don’t have an abortion. It was a complicated and hard situation for me and my husband. Now that I’m writing my story with tears in my eyes and heavy pain in my heart, smiling on my twin babies.
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