What profound words and what a way to be able to connect with what I am feeling. Thank you so much because I feel that support and it is nice. I have read this several times and I keep stopping for long minutes to internalize the part of: you are strong, you are strong, you are strong.
Thank you, it takes someone else not to say them.

Is it possible that there is a way to maintain anonymity?
I feel that this is my safe way to be able to express in writing everything I feel. I would not want people I already know to see that part of me. I am trying to avoid the feeling of being judged.