Over the years I've recognized the hard way necessity of patient and to recharge... especially now in my 30's.
Though there is a charge to patience, like a necessary loss you must be stable through, well knowing you are losing in stagnation to be better. Giving into impatience is to lose the nerve and often do something drastic. Don't misunderstand the piece it's not depressing or based on suicide, it's saying if you give in to impatience and don't recharge you become the mess or the weapon and the stability of your inner peace is based on calculation and stillness.
Well I love this piece anyway, part of my life lessons.
https://superrare.com/artwork/eth/0x0C86c919dd36175CcC41087C6d3c766bF54f2372/9