I do the lavender thing sometimes Marielle, it helps occasionally. Soft music too. I need to get someore actually, I'm out, and olive oil doesn't work the same. 🤪

The dreams...Had a fucken ripper tonight. Shook me. This, on top of the recurring one. You're right, I should talk it out. I'm a stubbornly stubborn bastard when it comes to stubbornness though. 04:39 and here I am, stubbornly being stubborn. 🙄