Hello, fellow Hivers!
If you are looking for something uplifting today, this is not for you.
I'm just about to ramble and rant about people in need but are also ungrateful and entitled.
This is my attempt number "Only God Knows" to write this post because my first drafts were written by Satan itself!
I honestly cannot understand where people come from or what goes on in their minds to ask you for satisfaction of your life.
I'm talking about "friendships".
I spent the last 6 months (half of the year) worried about my problems but mostly other people's problems, you know, they were very dear to me.
I mean, cleaning up after other people.
During these months I have been available 24/7. I even got fucked because of rides and schedules.
Then, when something changes and they are living on their pretend to be a fairy-tale, feel entitled to ask you for satisfaction.
Well, while you enjoy that poor excuse of playhouses, I also need to clean up after the mess you made.
No matter how long you've been on the line for that person for any emergency, it's like you still owe them something.
Can someone explain to me in which part of "Saving someone's life" is the article bonding me to give updates of what I'm doing almost daily?
Firstly, it helps not to call your friends "liars" when they did nothing but helps you and you don't believe.
Just because you do not believe doesn't make the other person a liar.
I also believe your boyfriend cheated on you but I cannot walk around pointing fingers without proof right?
Neither can I make you break up with someone if you're stupid and like to be mistreated right?
This fall out I had happened between yesterday and today, middle of the night included.
And I can only laugh since then.
Laugh because it's just plain ridiculous.
Ridiculous how you come from a place of being top-notch to the place of the beast within a blink of an eye.
Just because you have a fucking life and decided that NOW is YOUR time.
It's not like you don't care about anything or anyone.
It's not a lack of love for others, Is just giving yourself the same amount of love and respect you give others.
Clearly, people don't accept it, because they wanna see you do good, but never better than them.
And when you close the door, they try to march in as if the place was all theirs
It's a shame, all I can do is wish for the best
(and know for sure that when shit hits the fan again, I'm getting a call)
It really makes me lose faith in humanity and makes me want to run for the woods even more.
At least there we don't have contestants for the shit show "Whose problem is Worst?"
When things like this happen, is a big red flag of distrust.
After all, you clearly don't trust in me as much as you said you did, and you just made my trust in you go down miles underground.
I'm all about the ride or die, if I tell you I'm with you, I'm with you.
But don't you dare to be "all upon my business like a Wendy" Adams interview, because I'll probably let you in on everything, but that doesn't grant you any privilege.
What hurts most is actually my pride, because this thing of saving other people's lives and then have them turn against you out of the blue is getting fucking old and I'm done talking to doctors about stomach wash and admissions.
It's really sad, we had lots of fun performing at the VMAs in 2001
