Love life, love it...i just wonder when the pursuit of happiness becomes happiness...everyone has a different way of living, and sure the way i live contributes to un-happiness, but i feel like no matter how hard i try, happiness evades me. Im no saint, i know this, but you dont have to be a saint in order to be a good person, and the crap I've been through i believe has led me to become a good person, unlike most people i had to BECOME a good person, i dont believe i was always a good person, but damn, can i get a break? Anyways, guess thats a lot of rambling for a lot of nothing...just wonder if anyone out there has the answer or if its all inclusive-ly evasive....