its cos i had to do it. i wanted to tinker around with editing. look what happened.
directing is really the thing i like to do. to bring about my vision, to become a control freak for a second... even if my bro says i am one all the time. i dont want to listen to him.
so yeah. editing. sometimes it turns out even better than in my vision. if it is not as easy as solving a picture puzzle then vision is not clear enough....
whenever i want to makesomething on screen i have a vision in my mind as if i am watching it on a big screen....
and i think that is the largest setback that i have ... having such a mind,. that sees it vividly in my mind that... i almost recognize it as done. then i stop doing it cos i have already acquired it in my mind. so no work needed anymore right?
anyone else got the problem.?
right now i used cliparts from..... the net... but maybe in future my bro could draw them for me. lets hope.
im also against autotune. so i enjoy real voices, and sometimes i just loop my own voice seeking faults to what i can fix in my voice and my technique.
i .... i also dont want to show myself of as being cooler than i am.... but seems i could embrace that now more than ever. as i dont really give a crap right now what people think of me. i still care... but ... i cant live in the shadows for long...
awesomeness tends to just explode. its what awesomeness does.
and we will meet on the other side together.
