I'm a coward, I admit, and all I could do was run away. I heard your pleas, your eyes screamed in pain, your last few breaths. I should have been with you If I had left a few minutes earlier and had come in a few minutes later, you would have held my hand as I disappeared into the abyss. . You were trapped and ran like I had to catch a plane, like I had to go somewhere, like you weren't as important as me. I walked as far as my trembling legs could reach.
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I don't deserve to sit here and drink water I don't deserve to wait for a train here I don't deserve to walk an inch of my life while you're around That's how life ain't fair , I thought.
We shouldn't have, but if it was up to me or you, I would still run. I once fought the world with you, you carried your burden on my shoulders.
All I could see was myself and the secrets you had hidden behind your walls. I never thought that one day I would be alone again. If we step into the abyss, will we meet again?
But if I knew what would happen to us, I'd forget it all. Every look, every touch, every dream. Your presence is great, but it doesn't bother me. I wish I could erase the past before the first greeting.
Maybe I know better than anyone, but I won't hold your hand to keep you here. you didn't come back