It has been quite a while since I am not fully active here in the community so much in the mental disagreement that I currently have if I have felt the distance of many of the users although I know that I still miss many publications to the time I use the internet has been totally reduced just a few hours so it gives me very little time to be active here however whenever I have the extreme need I feel I can come to communicate or express myself a little even if perhaps a little readers and if you ask me I wish no one would read this.
Yes, the truth is that I know that people need to let off steam but even so, sometimes we transmit negative energies that as people with a lower energy frequency it is very easy for them to absorb. And then if we have a bad mood we can transmit our bad mood to a person who is in a neutral state and that makes me think that sometimes it is better to choose silence, just a few, because on the other hand, we know the benefits of expressing ourselves freely without so much concealment and I know that the community is something that is ready for this, I know how the leader and moderator friend of this community has gone through his mental problems, family problems, sentimental problems and I know that all this that sometimes overwhelms us in the brain, it is pleasant to know that there are people interested in you.
The photograph of the Bolivar bill representing the daily need of the day to day today is 12 noon to get home to get the fridge again or so and know that you tried to give the best of you today and you still have to wait a fortnight that will only give you to get lunch and dinner for just a week and then try to survive another two weeks and so on it goes passing the days weeks months even years I have thought of death too many times I thought of taking my life multiple times and has barely gone a month of so far this year.
I always wanted to transmit an image a little better I always wanted to be the boy that overcame himself the one that comes from down there from a very ugly world that has its mental problems for where we did one as long as we did not hurt the person that surrounds him however I have also been that fool that asks for collaboration to be able to eat and I am already tired of that I am already tired I am already tired I am shameless and look at me under his shoulder I do not know if it is only me but I feel that this life is not worth it.
To recover minimum very soon and not take that bad decision that just a night ago I was about to take all for lack of money we do not say slaves to him.
