What if chaos and uncertainty weren't bad things that we run away from? What if we could accept it as a natural part of life, and where we are in our lives at this moment?
I've lived most of my life with clarity and certainty. These last few years I've experienced what living with chaos, uncertainty, depression, anxiety, and many more 'changes'.
I try to be okay with myself however I am, however I show up, and not trying to change myself through affirmations, positive thinking, meditation, etc.
And that's the secret, is there is one. Life isn't about trying to stay "chaos free" or be in a state of bliss all the time. It's about letting ourselves show up and be whoever, and WHATEVER, we are in that moment.
Without Judgement.
Without trying to change it.
This is the hardest lesson I've faced recently.
Knowing that everything that seems like chaos is happening in it's own DIVINE ORDER. That there is no chaos, in the end. It's all happening as a part of a bigger plan... or larger way that our little human minds can't comprehend.
Much love,
Aaron