He made more notes, trying to make sure he came back to this file as it seemed to be the beginning. The next link was a report by him titled, “Year in Review, C House”. It included much of what he read in the prior email but this one had much more data broken out into various charts and graphs. The first page was the intro and it lead into the overview. The next page was a contents list and then the meat of the report. He had apparently been in charge of the division for that long but again the memories did not come. He had no way of reconciling what he was reading with the experiences he could remember. So much of it was familiar but none of it was a real memory.
He read through what amounted to a year’s worth of efforts, of him in charge of a the transfers house that sent the people on down the road to their eventual demise at the hands of the organ harvesters. The memories were catapulted at him in random vollies as the neurons reconnected again in his head. He knew he had been a part of it and now he was dreading the knowledge and memories that he was about to dredge up. He felt a sudden rise of panic and the desire for someone to be near him hit hard and fast. He thought quickly through the few people he had contact with and as soon as his mind alighted upon Vivian’s face he knew she was where he should try to place his trust and hope that she could help get his head straight. A large task to ask given what he had been through in his life but the same could be said for nearly anyone.
Dru pulled his phone from his pocket and quickly dialed Vivian’s number. It rang and soon she picked up with a, “Hi Dru!” exclamation.
“Hey,” was all he could muster. The weight of the days was still pressing on him and the new found memories were beginning to intrude very quickly.
“Are you okay, you don’t sound to good, “ she said with genuine concern in her voice.
“It’s getting harder to do this,” he said, “the memories are not syncing with what I am reading and it’s really beginning to screw with my head.”
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