Future concerns? What are really my future concerns? Many of us thinks what would happen to ourselves in our future. Or maybe we already think about our future but it takes time to cope it step by step in order to reach and achieve it. These are the things that always stuck in my mind everytime I’ve encountered many problems, including the purposes or ways how should I’m going to cope it.
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FINANCIAL
We already know that financial is the first problem in every individuals especially to every families when they need it for their neccessities, allowances, tuitions, etc. Students, especially in every colleges always struggled in finding money to pay for their projects, tuition fees, etc. To be honest, I’m one of them who always struggled in every important needs to pay. It is really hard for me to find a way or solution in order to get the money in order to pay your important payments.
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EMOTIONAL
It is hard to every individuals especially for those who are overthinkers (including me) of being an emotional person. Encountering many problems even though it was just small things leads you to stress, depression and anxiety. This is one of my problems that is really hard to endure, especially that I’m an introvert person. Sometimes I just cried all of my problems, with or without reasons, but silently because I don’t want others to be worried about it, especially if those people you love can’t understand the problems that I’ve encountered or didn’t care about it.
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JOBS
Most of the people nowadays, including students who are now in college, are having a hard time in finding some finding jobs in order to make some money to pay and their debts, tuitions, allowances,etc. I’m also one of them who are still struggling in finding a part-time job so that I could earn and se my own money to pay on many important purposes. As a teenager, being independent sometimes is really hard, thinking about what would happen to myself if I’m going to live on my own. And most of the time, I can feel sadness in my surroundings when I’m alone.
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SELF-EXISTENCE
There are times that I’m asking to my mind when I’ve encountered many problems: Am I still me? Am I the happy person that I’ve seen by many before? Sometimes, I don’t know what is happening to me lately. Most of the time, with or without reasons, I’ve been absent-minded when I’m quiet and alone. Also, I’ve noticed that I’m suddenly cried. It looks like I can’t feel my existence here in this wonderful world. I’m can’t also feel what’s going on to my surroundings. I’m just wind that just floating in the air with no cares. In fact, I always felt that I’m not exist in this world including to those around me.
HOW DID COPE THESE KIND OF FUTURE CONCERNS?
Well, all of these future concerns are just my cycled problems that anytime happens to me unexpectedly. To make me calm and feel ease even though it is so much hard for me to endure, I wrote all of of it sometimes to a paper, read some books, listen to my favorite songs, and travel to many places while watching beautiful sceneries including the sunrises and sunsets. Afterall, those are my comfort zones that I’m trying to make myself happy just to forget and think solutions in order to cope those kind of my future concerns. Even though I don’t understand what’s happening to me, I’m still alive, craving and striving my purposesand goals in my life.
So that's all for today. Have a nice night ahead everyone.
