I am so glad that you are feeling a little stronger. Please do know that you are not a thrown away rag. You are going through one of the hardest things any person can go through and your commitment to fighting this fight peacefully is testimony to the person you are.
I think I've said to you before: don't keep it in. Write it down (anywhere, but here is as good as any place) or just to hide under the mattress if you think it's too intimate to share, but get it out. It does help. It really does.
When the going gets tough, don't disappear - you know where to find each and every one of us, so please do.
Wishing you lots of strength and courage as you walk this path to a new place in your life. We (The Husband sends greetings, too!) are right there with you.
xx
RE: Overwhelming Heart