I don't want to care anymore.
I don't want to make you like me.
I don't want you to dislike me.
I just don't want to spend anymore energy being worried.
Being afraid.
At this age, it's time to move forward.
I miss my teenage depression. I miss the sorrow. I miss that unique shade.
I'd like to write again. I write a lot but nothing I want to write.
I haven't written anything I've wanted to write in over 20 years.
I really don't remember how.
I'm going to remember though. I'll find perspective.
I just really don't want to care anymore.