I don't think that would make a good trader. it woul mix really badlly with my gambling problems(that I had in the past)-after losing something I would try to win it back as soon as possible and end up losing more. So perhaps it is for the best that I just keep holding/ buying Hive. Recent increase in Hive price was bittersweet for me as well. I am happy that it is recovering. But I am able to buy less HP now.

Anyway it is good thing that you were able to avoid the worst outcome.