Marriage is not do or die affairs. The moment life is choking you in your marriage and there is no freedom. Take moment and think about your life and ask this question is this the life I want for myself?
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Why will I give my all in my marriage and it seems like am the only one in love making it to be one sided love . At first you approach me you said you love me and you said all sweet words that looks like honey and I lick it raw not knowing what type of danger am getting myself into.
We dated for 6 months and doing this time I was like queen of England. He bought all kinds of things flowers , candy, sweet, chocolate,cake and all kinds of things. I have all I wanted. and never lack anything good.
He was my gisting partner and he always listened to to me . He listen to all my talk and give response to all my rant and complain and sort them according.
But things turn around the moment I say Yes I do. Even starting from the honeymoon we begin to have issues upon issue and life was out of me . I was in hell and he use the fire in hell to rob my face. Now am in for a big shit. When am around he move out. I wonder what happened but hell no, nothing happened. When I came to the living room he goes to the bedroom and if I go there he took his car keys and drove out.
I tried to talk things out and make the marriage work but I was beaten up blue and black I talk to myself I never sign for this when I was signing the marriage certificate. I see hell right infront of me before my death. I wonder what will become of me in the next minute if this continues.