it's been days into the new year and very much did happen."what is all these?" why is all these happening so fast? questions I lack answers or do I still need answers when they a glaring before me. I came to terms that it has been toxic. Do I even know the meaning of toxic. well I wouldn't want to keep you away from what's happening I hate much suspense. I had this old friend of mine who has been my roommate now family friend like my brother. Am used to that cos am the only male in my home so I welcome other single males cos I think I know what it feels like living as an only male with females all around you. I traveled to see his family whom I haven't for a long time and know how they are faring they where so happy seeing me yes such faces beaming with smiles I felt that usual warmth welcome like I was at my own home. Days into the new year we have all been going out so well until this outburst that went bad. I had to raise my voice on him and he felt it was his right to talk to me however he wanted cos am in his home and I should respect that, bro I got you but his mentality was far fetched from that of someone who is educated to the university level.the next day I woke up and put everything like I didn't know what happened at all buh he was just so cold and later I heard from his Couzin that he was avoiding me cos I wanted peace among his family members he now feels I am against him in his own house..
I asked him how do you want me to interfere with your family am only a friend to this family and you guys are old enough to settle your disputes without my consent.so count me out but he kept the cold character and now I have to leave cos I can't live with that hard feelings and u expect things to flow smoothly. I guess at this time I get to understand that you haven't added any colour to my life and you didn't learn anything from me.thats why I say it's a toxic friendship and you call it a quit out if stupidity and I just watch you hurt yourself well in years to come I would watch you retrace your steps but I wonder if I would be there but by the way goodbye and am on my way to greater heights which I thought you would be by my side as my day one bro..well some people add value to your life and some don't I better pick my luggage and match towards positivity and hit more success cos no matter how much times I fall I will still stand and raise my hand up high knowing that I learnt to leave behind things that didn't add value to my life and things or rather people I taught loved me the way I did but it's not so..I guess it's time I wave a goodbye on a cheerful note..see you on the other side of my success..keep watching 
