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No recuerdo los detalles de aquel dรญa, solo queda en mi recuerdo la mas triste sensaciรณn de agonรญa que vivรญ al no poder evitarlo. Fue como presenciar un crimen en primera fila, pero sin ningรบn lugar al cual acudir para denunciarlo, atrapado al frente de la horrible escena como si fuera un mรฉtodo de tortura. Algunas veces todavรญa sangro, y muchas veces todavรญa lloro, pero nunca dejo de reรญr. Reรญr es mi escudo o una anestesia total. Por eso tengo la esperanza de que algรบn dรญa sirva para aliviar el dolor, para borrar la tristeza, o para consolar tan irremediable pรฉrdida.
Incluso ahora siento que estoy muriendo un poco mientras escribo esto, algunos dicen que recordar es vivir, pero si lo hago voy muriendo, sin embargo, no es algo que me preocupe demasiado, a fin de cuentas no es la primera ni serรก la รบltima vez que ocurra.
Y si creen que suena ilรณgico dรญganmelo a mรญ que sigo vivo desde la primera vez que morรญ.
Hace aproximadamente 27 aรฑos que nacรญ, y hace mรกs de 15 que ya no vivo... Pero aquรญ sigo, intentรกndolo cada dรญa.
En pocas palabras, el profundo sentimiento de desolaciรณn y vacรญo con el que en ocasiones cargamos durante aรฑos de manera inconsciente. Cuando transitamos por la vida sin un propรณsito o algo por lo que luchar, cuando nos embarga la melancolรญa y la desesperaciรณn se vuelve parte de nosotros, cรณmo si una prolongaciรณn de nosotros mismos se tratara. Sin embargo, el panorama no siempre es tan oscuro, y si miramos con atenciรณn, con suerte encontraremos al menos una razรณn para continuar con vida a pesar de nuestra muerte.
I don't remember the details of that day, the only thing that remains in my memory is the saddest feeling of agony that I lived when I couldn't avoid it. It was like witnessing a crime in the front row, but with nowhere to go to report it, trapped in front of the horrible scene as if it were a method of torture. Sometimes I still bleed, and many times I still cry, but I never stop laughing. Laughing is my shield or total anesthesia. So I have hope that someday it will serve to ease the pain, to erase the sadness, or to comfort such irremediable loss.
Even now I feel that I am dying a little as I write this, some say that to remember is to live, but if I do I am dying, however, it is not something that worries me too much, after all it is not the first and will not be the last time it happens.
And if you think it sounds illogical, tell that to me, I am still alive from the first time I died.
It's been about 27 years since I was born, and it's been more than 15 years since I've been alive? But I'm still here, trying every day.
In a few words, the deep feeling of desolation and emptiness that we sometimes carry for years unconsciously. When we go through life without a purpose or something to fight for, when we are overcome by melancholy and despair becomes part of us, as if it were an extension of ourselves. However, the picture is not always so dark, and if we look carefully, hopefully we will find at least one reason to continue living despite our death.
- Reflexiรณn de mi autorรญa -:- Reflection of my authorship
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