@virgoxsy I am very sad to hear your story, it is very emotional when someone expresses his/her love to someone. And even more so when you come to know that he/she is in love with someone else.
I think you have taken too long to express your love. But these are matters of the heart, it takes time for them to bear this sorrow, don't worry there are many other destinations in this world, some other way will be found.
If one train misses, the man does not stand there, he goes home by another train. Be positive.