Ah! After some heavy heavy topics now it's a light refreshing one I see🥳

Mmm...for boiling point?

Let's see.
Even after pondering for a while and scouring through I do not really know which particular reason makes me snap!

I am unusually nice to be a person and seldom lose my temperament. I have gained this solid resolve of "avoiding a conversation that is not worth my attention or time" over the little time I had spend in my professional life.
Thanks to that, I gained such powerful discretion and restraints over this short period.

Because previously even though I was a nice person, I would still get into an argument for squeezing my assertion into the opponents right then and right there.
Just like any other people, who hold this resolve of proving themselves to others whenever things get tangled.

Because it is indeed a very natural human instinct.

But then because of my outstanding thorough "KAP exercise (knowledge, attitude & practice)" I mostly had been working as a basis of Administration & management.
Obviously, as a young manager to withstand the hostility and stand firm to establish peace and lead the team, I couldn't act hurriedly.
Which taught me to put a rein on my anger, temperament, or any kind of boiling point.

Indeed even though I have mastered the resistance, can not say I do not snap at all.

Though the reasons are unknown as I indicated previously.
I mean I do remember being all angry and burst out literally once in a while, however, the reasons are rather unspecified for each time.
I think every time it has happened when I am way past the limit of tolerance regarding anything that is unnecessarily burdensome or troublesome to bear with.

• Sometimes, it's people's arrogance,
• sometimes stupidity or ignorance or,
• sometimes aggressiveness and insolence.

Whatever the reason, it is like something unreasonable runs for an extended time and I push harder to render it right in the right way.
And I snap.
Of course, it occurs before I realize the intensity.
I regain my composure after settling down everything.

Often people think of my compassion for weakness and modesty for being a pushover.
So any snapping moment always leaves a bitter taste in me. Even though I know neither I am at fault nor I should burden myself further, yet I just can not feel at ease.
It forges an impact for a longer time and I absolutely hate it.

Henceforth, on those harsh-cold, bitter days, I eat.

I indulge myself with delicious food. I mean, when we talk about delicious food, it is obviously expensive stuff. 😂
And my most favorite snacks for those times are unexceptionally expensive foods like ramen, sushi, tiramisu, beef-steak, expresso, hot chocolate and many more 😂
Also I tend to pampering myself with useless wishes and stuff is also a waste of time and productivity 🤦‍♀️
I try all of these so that I can forget the bad memories.
So when I snap, it is an absolute loss either way!😏

This is why I try to forebear the more I can, staying low😆
However, also think it's not too bad to lose it once in a while! It makes you human.
And It feels better to let out the suppressed emotions once in a while as well.
That is healthy behavior.

Here I know another nice personality who is perhaps even nicer than me.
I want to know how you deal with your boiling point @rafa-noor