I've felt how it feels to have nothing and it taught me lessons then I feel how it feels to have something and it's enlightening me the more to understand that nothing means nothing unless you find peace in God.
It's Christmas already and life's sailing roughly in a smooth drive yet whiskey can't numb the heartbreaks so we substitute the loneliest hours for introspection, reasonings and silence throwing questions to the air, Is it really an end of another year? Is it really for validation or does the life we crave spell another?
They say we have no power over our circumstances yet we chose how we react knowing that our feelings doesn't come from our hearts but from outside of us so We'll be fine when today still feels like yesterday, We'll be fine when our hearts shrink in its loneliness becoming a stone that may someday cake into a rock. We'll also be fine because I've got one more joint to soak the moment with, one more joint that will hold me closer and embrace me like I'm flawless as it would whisper into my ears the hopes of holding on to myself even in the midst of nothingness and emptiness.
With hope, we dedicate the mastacy of our sentences to those who stayed with us even with our questionable ways. Those who bluff our flaws without blame and look into our eyes relentlessly till a smile fade into nothing yet something to behold, share and preserve for our kids and their kid's kids with our names in their mouth and shivers of excitement whenever something about us lives again. MERRY CHRISTMAS!
So with gratitude in our hearts, we burn a joint.
