The idea of me finding true love runs me off balance just as good times surely end well yet it's in the middle we wish it could last forever then we're left with a choice of castling the moment so I'll last a while just as it's time to castle the king as you join me in this short expressionless fiddling of words to my Queen who's yet to castle her king.
Is it you that's on your way to me or the other way round because I need to know what's keeping us apart or what's keeping us intact even when life feels so boring and lonely without you.
As I fell in love with you even while I was with another because I wasn't just with another but you in another except that you were manifesting and now my heart feels bitchy while my thoughts spells listen as I passed through others to find you.
I knew one day I'll find you so days without you was like a blast in the making, a delay of gratification with everything to gain and I can't imagine what my life with you would ripple out so I remain numb under the shadows of my addictions like where I've come and where am going with feelings of everything being alright at each grill second.
These days I keep thinking about the things I would do to cloud my thoughts from you and how it feels to imagine a life with you knowing everyday spent is like a day to the award; the award of finding true love, the award of finding you and I'll trade anything to experience you because you're not just the moon that was made for night or the sun that was made to shine but a bride that is mine to groom.
So where ever you are and irrespective of what you've become, breathe in the life without me with a sense of breathing same life with me except that you're just waiting for that worthy king to complete your chess board with his pawns of laughter, castle of understanding also a knight of wisdom and a priest of compassion to cuddle your dreams and support them with same intent as your creator to love you unconditionally.
