Yesterday I was at a concert watching a very recommendable band called LA MONO.
They played a lot of songs, but one of them made a special noise to me and then I wanted to look for the song to pay attention to its lyrics. The song is called De Tu Mano. link
It reminded me of a story about two guys who meet in a work environment and from the moment they meet they fall in love, both with a partner until then.
Some time passed and what had made them fall in love they instantly captured it with a kiss. So they went through thousands of things together but separated, because he did not want to have a partner or girlfriend or be in a bond with her to be faithful to her. He said he didn't want to be tied down and wanted to be free. Their relationship was flowing and that many times was pushed to the side because he was very much in love, but when he remembered that he did not want to love, he would close his heart and hurt her with very bad actions. Anyway, she was always willing to love him and take care of him and so the years went by. Both taking care of each other, he was a little older than her, he always felt he owed it to her, taking care of her, always talking a lot and being clear with everything. They learned a lot from each other, especially him. He learned to open his tastes for food, for reading, developed his creative capacity and his way of seeing the world. He admired her for her grace, beauty and intelligence. She was crazy in love. They went through a lot of good and bad times, but always together.
After 7 years of being in that love they drifted apart and stopped seeing each other. She was very hurt because of the big shield he put on himself to not be able to be and love. Finally that distance and that space little by little were reassembling and gluing the pieces of her to be able to be her again and rebuild her life. From time to time on social networks they would comment on a photo, him to her, or the other way around.
One day, because of one of those comments, they decided to see each other, they got together, had a drink at her house, "they caught up after so long without seeing each other and talked a lot", after a long time of talking, he left and they stayed in touch, but everything was very distant and far away. They see each other a second time and kiss and end up making love. Feeling their skin close was the most delicious sensation in the world. It made their skin crawl, they touched each other and melted, those soft delicate kisses, touching each other, feeling every part of the other. The most beautiful back of all, that tiny waist defined by those muscles in the spine. The most beautiful tail in the world that those eyes had ever seen. Her abdomen near her groin would make any man shudder. And her tits are something you can't tell. It was a waking dream.
Everything was different now she had a shield that did not let her love. The one she had to put on to protect herself from the pain and not to suffer again. One day he decided to go to see her, so he wrote to her and went to her house, they got together to talk and he asked her why he felt that she said she was interested and wanted to see him, but there was a distance that was getting in his chest. That started to bring up a lot of unspoken things from all those years together, without complaints, but without first having been talked about and that caused a lot of pain. That's when he understood what was happening. He was seeing himself reflected in her.
And there they are, unable to resolve it. Loving each other, suffering and without a solution.
This story has no ending, because it is a true story of two people who love each other as they never loved each other before.
But it does have a picture that shows what I am telling you.
Version en Español
Ayer estuve en un recital mirando una banda por cierto muy recomendable, llamada LA MONO.
Tocaron muchos temas, pero uno de ellos me hizo especial ruido y despues quise buscar la cancion para prestar atencion a su letra. El tema se llama De Tu Mano. link
Me hizo acordar a una historia de dos chicos que se conocen en un hambito laboral y desde el momento que se conocen se enamoran, ambos con pareja hasta ese entonces.
Transcurre un tiempo y lo que los habia enamorado instantaneamente lo plasmaron con un beso. Asi pasaron por miles de cosas juntos pero separados, porque el no queria tener pareja o novia o estar en un vinculo con ella al cual serle fiel. Decia que no queria ataduras y queria ser libre. Su relacion fue fluyendo y eso muchas veces fue corrido a un costado porque el estbaa muy enamorado, pero cuando se acordaba de que no queria amar se amurallaba se cerraba el corazon y la lastimaba con acciones muy nefastas. De todos modos ella siempre estaba dispuesta a amarlo a cuidarlo y asi fueron pasando los años. Ambos cuidandose mutuamente, el un poco mayor que ella, siempre sintio que se debia a ella cuidandola, hablando mucho siempre y siendo claro con todo. Aprendieron mucho uno del otro, el sobre todo. Aprendio a abrir sus gustos por la comida, por la lectura, desarrollo mucho su capacidad creativa y su manera de ver el mundo. El la admiraba por si gracia, su belleza y inteligencia. Ella estaba loca de amor. los dos! Pasaron muchas buenas masomenos y malas tambien, pero siempre juntos.
Despues de 7 años de estar en ese amor se distanciaron y dejaron de verse. Ella estaba muy herida de tan grande escudo que el se puso para no poder ser y amar. Finalmente esa distancia y ese espacio poco a poco fueron armando de nuevo y pegando los pedazos de ella para poder volver a ser ella y re hacer su vida. De tanto en tanto por redes sociales se comentaban alguna foto, el a ella, o al reves.
Un buen dia por uno de esos comentarios decidieron verse se juntaron, tomaron algo en la casa de ella "se pusieron al dia de tanto tiempo sin verse y hablaron un monton", despues de mucho tiempo de hablar el se fue y quedaron en contacto, pero todo era muy distante y lejando. Se ven una segunda vez al tiempo y se besan terminan haciendo el amor. Sentir su piel cerca era la sensacion mas deliciosa del mundo. Se les erizaba la piel, se tocaban y se derretian esos besos suaves delicados rosandose tocandose sintiendo cada parte del otro. La espalda mas hermosa de todas, esa cintura chiquita definida por esos musculos en la columna. La cola mas linda del mundo que esos ojos vieron. Su abdomen cerca de la ingle estremece a cualquier hombre. Y sus tetan son algo que no se puede contar. Fue un sueño despierto.
Todo era diferente ahora ella tenia un escudo que no la dejaba amar. Ese que se tuvo que poner para protegerse del dolor y no volver a sufrir. Un buen dia el decide decide ir a verla entonces le escribe y va para su casa, se juntar a hablar y le pregunta cual era el motivo por el cual el sentia que ella decia que tenia interes y ganas de verse pero habia una distancia que iba calando su pecho. Eso empezo a sacar muchas cosas sin hablar de todos esos años juntos, sin reclamos, pero sin anteer haber sido habladas y que causaron mucho dolor. Ahi el entendio lo que estaba pasando. Se estaba viendo reflejado en ella.
Y ahi estan, sin poder resolverlo. Amandose, sufriendo y sin una solucion.
Esta historia no tiene final, porque es una historia real de dos personas que se aman como no amaron jamas.
Pero si tiene una foto que mustra lo que les cuento.