Sometimes I don't really know if this is what I'm for, if blogging is really for me.
I started writing articles around the time I met read.cash, that was 2 years ago from now. I'm not really that skilled at writing articles but I tried my best because read.cash gave a great opportunity to those who are called bloggers in read cash that's why I didn't waste that opportunity so I could also earn some amount from my writing.
As time goes on, little by little the way I write improves, well that's for me because I know that for others my articles are not really that good which I accept and even now some people notice still, the articles I'm working on are not totally good, but that's fine with me because everything they say becomes my motivation to improve in the future.
Until I continued to write articles and actually earn a decent amount in Read.cash and that was a big help to me, to my family and to our daily expenses but like the saying goes "nothing is permanent". Just this December 2022, RandomRewarder or better known as Rusty said goodbye to read.cash, Rusty is the one who gives rewards to writers on that platform. Letting go wasn't easy for everyone and it wasn't easy for me. Read cash was my main source of income during those times so it's hard for me to accept that it will no longer give rewards.
Since I didn't receive a reward from Rusty of read cash, I will admit that I really lost the desire to write again. Well, I know I'm not the only one who feels that way because if you look at there now, almost no one is actually writing an article on read cash. Only those who are truly loyal and have a passion for writing are there and even if they don't receive anything, they still continue writing and publishing. I still write and publish there from time to time but not as often as I used to.
And in recent months I have started looking for a part time job, either in the online world or outside here, in the real world rather. My savings from read cash and the side hustles I was doing have been used up. I can't rely on my mother because I know that she only earns a small amount from her job and that we still spend on our daily expenses and she still has a grandchild to support. That's why I try everything I see online that I can earn money. I also have plans to apply for a job here in a city near us and I'm just waiting for my school schedule. I will see if my schedule can really handle the part time job, but once I know that my schedule is not really that tight, I will not hesitate to apply there. It's okay if I can't get enough sleep every day as long as the important thing is that I earn some money so that I can spend on my studies.
The ones I've tried, the earning apps and sites online seems to be not a legit ones. So I really need to find a real job.
As for blogging, I'm having second thoughts. I don't know if it's really for me. I know I'm not good at this field so I don't know if I really fit in here. Sometimes I don't really have a topic that I can think of to write, so I lose hope even more if I can do it. And I'll admit that it's really sad when no one notices or reads even one of your works, but that it is, because I can't force people to read what I write.
So is this really the part where I need to stop blogging?
That's all for now. Thank you so much for reading this article of mine I really appreciate the time you spend for reading it.
