There are times in life where you want to return to how things were. As you progress through life and learn and experience new things, there are many times where you feel like everything was much more simple "back then" no matter how long ago "then" was. This is just a fact of life, where you will always question your decisions or want to return to a more simple way of life.
Today, for me, I have been thinking back on how things were so much more simple before and how things were better "back then". I know that there is no way for me to return to my prior experiences or to travel backwards in time to change something in my life. And at this point in my life, I honestly would not want to change a thing.
I love my wife, I love my children, I love my family, I value my friendships. I wouldn't change a thing. All of my choices compounded on top of each previous choice have led me to where I am today. Part of those choices were influenced by my relationship with God. And I am thankful for everything that I have done in my life and everyone who is in my life today.
While I could go into a long free-write where I discuss my life and history, I'm going to save that for another day. This post is about nostalgia.
In my life, music has always had a significant influence on my mood and on how I am able to manage my day-to-day feelings. My faith and my family are my solid ground and music has consistently provided me with the ability to express myself in words that I am rarely able to find on my own.
The song that recently pressed the right buttons for me was another Tom MacDonald song. I have posted his song lyrics on here before, and I'm sure I'll share more again, but I stumbled back to his site tonight in search of something new. Instead what I found was a renewed kinship.
The song is below... with my own bold/italics added (based on the lyrics that resonated the most tonight).
Artist: Tom MacDonald
Song: Fake Woke
There's rappers pushing Xanax at the top of the Billboard
But if I mention race in a song, I'm scared I'll get killed for it
It's backwards, it's getting exponentially dumb
It's more difficult to get a job than purchase a gun
Eminem used to gay bash and murder his mom
And now he doesn't want fans if they voted for Trump
We're ashamed to be American
You should probably love it
'Cause you have the right to hate it and not get strung up in public
As children, we were taught how to walk and talk
But the system wants adults to sit down and shut up
Cancel culture runs the world now, the planet went crazy
Label everything we say as homophobic or racist
If you're white, then you're privileged, guilty by association
All our childhood heroes got Me-Too'd or they're rapists
They never freed the slaves
They realized that they don't need the chains
They gave us tiny screens
We think we're free 'cause we can't see the cage
They knew that race war would be the game they need to play
For people to pick teams, they use the media to feed the flame
They so, Fake woke
Facts don't care 'bout feelings
They know, They won't, Tell me what to believe in
They so, Fake woke
Same old, Safe zones
They so, Fake woke
Facts don't care 'bout your feelings
I think it's crazy all these people screaming facts but they fake woke
Hate their neighbor 'cause he wears a mask or he stays home
Has a daughter but his favorite artist said he slays hoes
Picks her up from school, music slaps on the way home
Censorship's an issue 'cause they choose what they erase
There's a difference between 'hate speech' and 'speech that you hate'
I think 'Black Lives Matter' was the stupidest name
When the system's screwing everyone exactly the same
I just wanna spend Thanksgiving Day with food and my family
Without being accused of celebrating native casualties
We got so divided
It's black and white and political
Republicans are bigots
Libtards if you're liberal
There's riots in our streets
And it's just getting worse
Y'all screaming "Defund the police"
Y'all are genius for sure
They're underfunded already
They're way too busy to work
Order food and call the cops
See what reaches you first
Segregation ended, that's a lie in itself
That was a strategy to make us think they were trying to help
They knew that racism was hot if they designed it to sell
We'd buy up every single box and divide us ourselves
They so, Fake woke
Facts don't care 'bout feelings
They know, They won't, Tell me what to believe in
They so, Fake woke
Same old, Safe zones
They so, Fake woke
Facts don't care 'bout your feelings
We use violence to get peace
And wonder why it isn't working
That's like sleeping with a football team to try and be a virgin
Politicians are for sale
And someone always makes the purchase
But you and I cannot afford it
Our democracy is worthless
If a man has mental illness
Call him crazy, say it silently
When country's going crazy, we accept it as Society
Get sick and take a pill
When the side effects get you high
You get addicted like these rappers dying fighting with sobriety
Censoring the facts turns our children into idiots
They claim it's for our safety
I'll tell you what it really is
Removing information that empowers all the citizens
The truth doesn't damage points of view that are legitimate
They're tryin' to change amen to "a-men and women"
How'd we let 'em make praying a microaggression?
Instead of asking God for the strength to keep winning
We cheat to get ahead
And then we ask Him for forgiveness
Feminism used to be the most righteous of fights
But these days, it feels like they secretly hate guys
I don't trust anyone who bleeds for a week and don't die
I'm just kidding, but everything else that I said is right
They so, Fake woke
Facts don't care 'bout feelings
They know, They won't, Tell me what to believe in
They so, Fake woke
Same old, Safe zones
They so, Fake woke
Facts don't care 'bout your feelings
My nostalgia is about returning to a time where this world was more simple..
The internet was still new.
The majority of "adults" were too busy to be bothered by the internet.
Pagers were "high tech". You could even send a short 'text' message if you had one of the fancy ones.
Cell Phones were something we used "in case of emergency". Do you know how expensive it is per 1 minute of a phone call!?!? .. forget about "roaming" charges!!!
Smart Phones were nothing more than something from a Sci-Fi movie.
Now 80%+ of the world has the internet in the palm of our hands. You're probably reading this on your handheld device..
Most adults still don't know how to use the internet.
Smart Phones have made everyone into zombies - just because the phone is smart doesn't mean that the user is any more intelligent by owning one.. in fact, it may be the opposite case today..
Pagers are essentially gone .. as much as the delay could be stressful between messages, wow, I sure miss these things. (Yes, I know that a handful of medical professionals still have pagers..)
There are so many HUMAN VALUES that we have shied away from over the years. Philosophers can argue until the cows come home on the "why" for that one.
How can we return to the days of "KISS"? Keep It Simple S......, well, you can probably fill in the blank.
... Have you experienced any nostalgia lately? What's driving you? - Please add your comments below..
Cheers,
evolved
Life your life to the fullest
