If you really want something...by soul, and not by your mind...then you need to let it go, get distracted, forget it. You need to keep working, even if you don’t feel like it and thoughts about some idea overshadow everything else.
As always, I did not know what to write about, and immediately after the first words of the post and the first thoughts, the idea arose to write down/remember all those "obsessive" wishlist that I fell ill with.
In this, as always, my diary will help me.
There were also such strong desires as to go to some abandoned village or visit some place of power.
It's like with food: sometimes you want to eat fish or pull on broccoli, which means the body asks for some missing element or vitamin.
Same with wishes!
If you really want something, then you need to go for it.
Just do not confuse with the desires of the mind, which are material! You need to immediately ask yourself what will give me what I want, for whom I am doing it.
Sometimes you want a cool car to your liking, but sometimes, according to your mind.
Everything depends on the final result, on the source code of desire. If an SUV is just a status for you to appear more status in the eyes of others, then this will end badly.
And if you want an SUV for safety, comfort and cross-country ability, then it doesn’t matter to you what others think and your choice will be conscious. You will know exactly what features you need and what you don't.
So it is with all things and desires in the world. You can collect fossils to get rich, or you can - to know the world and yourself...collect for the soul, to feed the inner world.
To be continued...
