I am making slow progress clearing out my apartment.
To slow, id say.
I saw it coming, but i am still shocked at the intensity of what is going on, and worse, how the average person worships the state more and more.
I regularly need to take care of my mental state instead, often sleep less than 3 hours a night due to the insanity surrounding me, the disgust, hate and anger i feel for the tyrants (such as my family, but im in my 30s as you know so i do not have to interact with them much).
I need to act, under those circumstances, but to do so i must allow the insanity enter my mind. Which i can not bear for long at a time at this point espacialy not while making so little progress. Ironicly it does me good to talk to people or hear people talk about how bad it is, however, that does not really happen in germany, much less my neck of the woods.
I fought for 20 years, since 9/11, against the idea of giving up liberty or privacy for safety. And people think i must now see it the opposite way for some reason. Like nothing i ever said or did meant anything. And it is understandable, those people do not mean anything they say or do, either, it is just performative narcissism.
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