My son. He was stillborn. My wife passed him at home and I got to hold him as we waited on the ambulance. It was the saddest thing I've ever had to do but I'm glad I did as at least I got a minute.

He was a beautiful baby boy when I had him. My wife had lost a lot of blood so even she didn't get to hold him until later at the hospital. Then he was dry and looked like a mummy, I felt so sad for her.

You have me in tears again. It's a horrible memory, tears of pain at the heavy loss. I've always wondered what type of son he would have been.