I never got to hold you
As you drew breath
Only while you laid dead in my arms
I held you close to my chest
I think of you often
The tears streaming my cheek
There will always a hole
Your brothers get to feel
As they get hugged extra hard
I only got to hold you for a few minutes
Those moments, I sadly, relive every day
Your brothers will never know you
By more than a name
Your mother and I
Will never be the same
We had big plans for you
That we will never see
You'll never be forgotten
You will always be baby
I wish with time, things got better
Yet for you, there will always be a hole in my heart