Now I wonder what if we were still us
Who would sleep in the wet spot tonight
Who'd make coffee in the morning
Would you yell at me for smoking cigarettes
Would I see you sloshed on Jose
Would I be wrecked on Vodka
Would today be the day we argued over music
or the day we fucked four times like teenagers
Like yesterday I remember the delivery of each of our sons
Before you made my hair go solid white
Before the pills ate my brain
Before my disability became too much for you to stomach
Before you took my last 20 grand
Before you took my boys
Before you cleaned out a 6,000 sqft house while I was away for a weekend
Before you fucked me with no lube
Before you took my thumb drives with my crypo and keys
Before you stole my stimulus checks and taxes
Before you left me..........