Under the impression that nothing what the individual does, follow any consequences the individual under estimates his actions and omissions greatly. There is the notion that one is invisible or worthless and as for compensating this notion one finds ways to "count for something". This then leads to the self delusion that the individual is the most important being, hence over estimating ones meaning (the phenomena of being overly easily offended or its opposite very easy to be pleased).

I thought for a very long time that I was following my true wishes but as I see it now, I followed trends or I refused to follow them, which is actually the same. LOL

as Ammon Hennacy said: “Oh, Judge, your damn laws! The good people don’t need them, and the bad people don’t follow them, so what use are they?” How are Governments necessary for freedom? They’re not. They’re necessary to coerce, to make you do what you don’t want to. How can laws serve justice? They can’t, because first of all, simply by there being laws, justice is killed and replaced with the same word: “justice” . . . and if the second word sounds phoney, that’s exactly because it is.

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I would actually not call it "good people" and "bad people" but alter the sentence into:
To live and to work together people don’t need laws, for they can take care of their fellow human beings when those few who do neither want to live and work together nor can't work and live together in their own specific and certain ways, anyway.}

This creates an ongoing conflict problem. In this setting of servitude, the reality of the identity, the autonomous individual, is denied in thought, theory and practice. What remains as director of thinking is reification inclusive of the illusion of categorical identity. The programming is such that one is left with the conclusion that without “categorical identity,” (“race,” “nationality,” etc) one has no identity at all.

We can see the categorical identity-issue very clear right now. It's shoved up our faces with this "gender" thing.

source: https://anarchism.net/anarchism_insanityasthesocialnorm.htm