Thank you for replying. I appreciate your sincerity.
I have to reflect more on what you mentioned here and where I can find this kind of hope and positivity.

My personal situation left me with less human contact and task in life than ever before. I still have not found my way back into community and I asked myself if I ever was part of one, except in childhood.

My view of this world chattered numerous times, I guess.

Oh, I did not watch the meteor shower. I was so tired from the heat that I went to bed early. But thank you for pointing that out.

I will probably come back to you in one way or the other.