You can basically use any event to attribute it to certain causes. I don't know who is crazier. Those who snort everything about disasters in the media like cocaine or those who ignore everything? By looking at everything very superficially, this creates a massive field of fear and the fearful person then only wishes that "someone" would sort it out and "fix" it again. Although I know that my fixation on bad news online is unhealthy for me, I open my usual URLs every morning and check. So I'm probably no less crazy than anyone else.

I lack a purpose, a human togetherness, an orientation, but when prescribed, it is not for me.

The strange fascination with the end of the world and what man contributes to it is like a thorn in the flesh that I cherish as if it were my best friend. I am sick with my awareness of myself.

So what to do?